OKAY. so, very long never update right? especially between the hiatus and the move along. LOL. coz between this period of time, kinda chaotic. but naaao, it's over.
yeap, today is the day that i burnt a beautiful book. a book that i wrote with gusto and passion, but had a very big flaw in it. there wasn't a concrete storyline. sad sad, you might say.
WOOOOO, LONG TIME SINCE I TOOK OUT MY BOOK AND WROTE IT DOWN HERE LOL.
cyNix 44 - A burnt novel, pray that it never happens again.
And I woke up, thinking.
And I put real oil into the fire, so as to pull her out.
To my dismay, she hated me for it!
Overshadowing this calamity, I felt light.
But, I couldn't leave her in the darkness.
Truly, dumbfounded I am.
Confused? I sure am!
Look behind you, look over your shoulder!
What actually happened? What did fate lay forth?
Emotions drained from within me, even if it wasn't my intention in the first place.
Thoughts clouded, speech tainted, with the pink and red touches of love and desire.
Nay! Something wrong happened! Indeed what you said was true, but something wrong happened! That was why there was the fire, and this much hatred!
Remember?
Remember? My, oh my, you don't remember?
You used to breathe me, say me, taste me, see me, feel me, in every moment of your life.
Nay! Not anymore, my sweet maiden! I felt it, and you hid it.
It's okay, it's alright. You can blame it on me. Surely, you can do that! For you have done that!
Heaven condemned me so much so that I was casted into this hellish oblivion once again. Pray, pray, that I wake up from this burning slumber.
For I know I shall be awakened soon, as I feel a new light lifting me.
Pray, pray, that this light saves me, saves me, saves me.
End of Book 44.
:D
so yeah, if you don't understand, i will not explain it to you.
no seriously, i won't explain. not even to YOU, my baka jie =X
okay ba, this is a song for all of you out there LOL.
Mayday Parade - When I Get Home, You're So Dead
The words are coming I feel terrible
Is it typical for us to end like this
Am I just another scene
From a movie that you've seen 100 times
Cause baby you weren't the first or the last or the worst
And I've got to fill the blanks in the past with a verse
And we could sit around and cry but frankly your not worth it
Anymore
So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and I
On any other day I'd shoot the boy
Cause your simple toy
Had caused a scene like this
Leave him hanging on the walls
Just a picture in the hall
Like 100 more
Consider this as a gift as you taste him on your lips
And he's making you scream with his hands on your hips
I hope he's leaving you empty baby this is just a fix
For such a simple little whore
So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and I
And your name remains the same
All that has changed is this pretty face
So pull the trigger
It never gets closer
You want to start over
But never start over
pull the trigger
you want to start over
but never start over
So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and I
Say hello
Say hello
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry and...
ciaos!
ps. adding salt to injury : the song above? say hello to all the guys in the maple server you're in. LOL
pps. i'm a bastard aint i? LOL. epic. -.-
when two ♥s beat as one (: 7:34 PM