I know you people can't see the title of the post, so I'm gonna write it down here for all to see :D
"WAAAY TOO BUSY! T_T"
wanna know why? wanna know WHY?!
cooooz...
It's been a very tough month of March for me. In fact, it's been a very tough Q1 of 2009 for me. Very, tough.
Proof :
I didn't even finish that post up T_T (enlarge photo by clicking!)
OKAY, lets review how much I've changed since 7/3/09, when I posted my problems and issues up.
- i'm too engrosed with my phone, till it's been 2 weeks and i still haven't try to get info on my NS deferment thingy
- I'm not engrossed with my o2 XDA Flame so much anymore, since my mum has been using it to play Solitaire for most of the time already. BUT, I have a new problem now : I've been enrolling myself into so many projects, I'm starting to need more fingers to count them. This includes my TouchFlo 2D VGA project (yeap, for some of you HTC users, THAT TouchFlo), my USB On-The-Go + 5Volts project (wiring project), my TOTO (yes, SINGAPORE TOTO, not some dog with TOTO as its name) probability program project, my Epoxy Adhesive Crack Repair project (it's just some glueing thingy that takes 18 hours T_T), my Himalaya Rescue project (fix a phone), my Services Depot Website project (some making website for cash thingy) and lastly, my AFTF (Android For The Flame) project. Yessir, THAT much projects on my feet now. I hate myself somehow. T_T
- i'm too engrossed with my phone, till i've viewed over 800 different sites finding cracks, warez, softwares, tweaks and bla bla in nearly a week. and it's 800 SITES, not PAGES, which would mean a totally different thing, not considering a totally different number.
- My thinking is now too hay-wire. I have over 40 concurrent tabs in Mozilla Firefox everyday. Not so bad, since my projects require either Trial & Error, or alot of thinking. Don't really surf for information as heavily as during the phone mod time period. :D
- my anti-health activities has caused me to be dumber, more retarded, and MORE MORE FORGETFUL. EXAMPLE :: in the past 3 or so weeks, i couldn't even remember where i put my phone, which i held/was holding in less than a minute. oh yes there it is! on top of my lappy! T_T and this happens every single day, including just now.
- Nothing much about this has changed. I lost my memory card and stylus twice with a short interval between the two, and this time, they're still missing.
- i'm losing most of my friends, those from the past and those i just made in my new school. but nonetheless those true ones are still close by, forgiving me every single day for every single mistake i've done.
- I don't have much time for friends now. Although I feel kinda empty inside, either Irene fills it up, or YouTube xD
- i'm losing my cash, i'm investing in so MANY NOT-IMPORTANT-STUFFS-AT-ALL, like renting dino's lappy for $20/week, eating at macdonalds every morning, taking the bus for just that few metres, and taking the mrt to go to CCK for fun, with no intention of going anywhere whatsoever.
- I owe more than what I earn in a day. I just won a soccer bet (legal, Singapore Pools okay!), so I'll be covering my debts using what I can. I'll continue to save, and find a job. Hopefully, I can have my three meals per day by 8th April. Pray for me!
- i'm troubled over religion, but that's aside for now, let's try to fix all the above.
- I'm too busy to think about this now. Maybe later. X=
- i should be working on my Google Adsense for more cash, but i'm just too busy with my phone shits.
- I GOT BANNED! GAAH! CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT!! Maybe I should stop trying to do the wrong things and start doing the right things.
- I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP PUTTING MORE LAME PROGRAMS IN MY PHONE!!!
- The only thing I have in there is Total Commander, and TouchFlo 2D VGA. 2 programs compared to 80 in my old WM5. LOL!
- MY GODDAMN EXAM IS ON THE 11TH MARCH, NOW IS THE 7TH, AND I HAVEN'T TOUCHED MY BOOKS YET, COZ OF MY GODDAMN PHONE T_T
- Oh yeah, this. Scored 74 for T2 Management Accounting, and 94 for T1 Financial Accounting! xD
I need help, maybe, it's just that I need companionship. A proper one. Not one who comes and goes. And probably, someone who would not be sick of my attitude, and my face. :D
Now is, 3:44AM. I'm fatigued by my night classes on Wednesday and Friday. Although I don't have classes on other days, I'm exhausted by these two nights. Especially Friday. This is my schedule :
Wednesday 2-5pm, 6.45-9.45pm.
Friday 10-1pm, 6.45-9.45pm.
It's damn irritating, coz I have HOURS to spend on Friday. If I go home, I'd probably be wasting fare. If I slack near town, it'd make me spend money on unneccessary stuffs. Grrrr. Dunchnoe what to do! :\
Yesterday (technically), I slept from 2AM, till 4PM. That's an incredible 14 hours non-stop. I didn't wake up once. :D
See how tired I was? And see how tired I would be? T_T
Later on at 2pm got tuition with my cousins. I hate this, cause they're all secondary school students who don't wanna study. They'd rather spend time on other stuffs than studying. And the issue here is not about them, it's about me. My uncle expects me to teach them when they don't wanna study. So, how's that? Grrrrrrr!!
Wow, my blog posting format has changed alot heh? Remember when I used to put in many many lines of whitespaces? Like this
one here. Yeah, I would do that right?!
HAHA. Feels fun! X=
Okay, I better start doing some work soon, before my projects go on a hold for another day. I'll stop here for now. I'll come by more often to post more! (inspired by Jingyi who has busy schedules and still manage to blog! :P)
ciaos!
when two ♥s beat as one (: 3:14 AM